Lately I’ve been feeling so dull. In a way, I was grateful for his help but I don’t get why he doesn’t want my help. I guess feelings don’t go away that easily…I suppose. Regardless, I give up on him because he doesn’t need me anyways.
March 18th
Today was probably the scariest but most fun day ever. Hung out with Leyners, Francis, Thomas, Derek, and Anvi for most of the day. We went to PE and then after just hung out after class. I told Francis and Thomas that we were married but they denied it… Ugh whatever I’m still Teresa Hoang-Dang. lol. The little girl that they said creeped them out was following us. I don’t know why I was scared but I was. Stupid Thomas was like THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND… He pointed at me and the little girl kept staring for a long time! I was helping Thomas with his food and we both got dirty so we went to the bathroom together and when we came back the little girl was there just staring at us. She threw a piece of leggo on the table and it was a purple thing that looked really scary. And when I asked her if it was hers she pulled it back and slammed a stack of pieces…….so scary. I was scared. But yah Leyna stole my boo from me. It was such a chill day. After the girl left, we just kept saying how they we forgive each other for cheating and going out partying and stuff lol. And we started talking about prom and I swear we were talking about Leyna cause Thomas like you were on guys?! And I was like YEP ALL OF THEM~!! And I thought we were still talking about Leyna but it was referring to me lol. But I guess he forgave me. He bought me a ring pop. Ahaha I’m so mean to him. I was yelling at him for buying a stupid ring pop that was green when my favorite color was obvi pink!! lol. And Leyna got a pink ring pop. But it turns out if you eat it the base is pink ^_^ lol. Leyna’s base was green. Lul~ I luv my boo now. lol. I forgot what else happened…ugh.
I lightweight gave up this … lol.
I met my baby cousin ^_^
March 10th -
I went to prom~ lol. I don’t remember what happened….whatevs~
March 3rd
Saturday, March 3rd
I woke up super early and went to work with my mom :) My mom bought me three hashbrowns because I wanted some. She dyed my hair and trimmed the bottom. We went to the mall and bought my prom dress. I got three shirts, another dress, hollister jeans, and a sweater for Emma but I realized she had the same one…….. ^______^ We went to every single store. Got Jamba Juice. Picked up Ryan. Overall, I really enjoyed today, it felt like the only really day I got to spend with my mom. It made me appreciate her so much more. My favorite day of the month…even though it just started. I know for sure it was. ^_______^
Day 56
- I had a dreadful morning.
- Went to Church. Finished up my poster with the help of Emma and Anvi. Went to PE, played a stupid game. Hung out for a bit. Saw my bff Johnson. Went to Mass. Turned in poster. Presented. Begged to leave early.
- Left with Leyna and Tina. Red Robins. It was nice quality time with Emma, Anvi, Mimi, Tina, and Leyna. Walked outside waiting for Jimmy to come and take pictures for us. Went to the market to look at flowers. Sat outside, talked about prom. Got a ride to TJ Max. Walked around a bit. Went to Jamba Juice. Emma’s dad is the cutest. There was a car full of cute boys and he kept changing his speed, so we’d be able to see them.
- Went to Leyna’s house. Hung out with Polar, Mom#2, and brother #2 for a bit. We just talked slightly. I went home.
- My mom bought me cute underwear……….ahaha.
Day 54
I have a lower grade in Spanish than in APUSH………I took a nap last night and I woke up and with a pacsun bag next to me. My mom bought me jeans ^_^ I needed some so much……..Why am I getting so fat? Ugh. This whole week has been so terrible to me. I don’t think I’m gonna get that position in DATA anymore, since I suck at everything and the other girl is so much better than me. I freaking hate myself. I haven’t even bought my prom dress yet……….I don’t know what to do. I run on 2 hours of sleep and I’m tired all the time. Finals week is next week and I haven’t even done any homework. I have a St. Project due on Sunday and I’m so tired of everything…….
Day 53
I hate today too. I should have tried harder on my research paper. I got a B on it… My grade went up by 1%. I’m currently behind Roger again… the test was hard today, so I’m sure my grade will drop a lot. I don’t know if I should just give up hope in getting an A. I was so confident.. I’m currently 2% away. Sigh.
Day 52
I hated today. I was so tired.. I didn’t want to do anything.
First period - We just did a whole bunch of math.
Second period - I was so mad, she extended the date……………..and my program had a virus on it apparently… and it didn’t work for a bit, but my teacher fixed it. It’s whatever…………At this point I don’t care.
Lunch - I don’t get why they wanted me to stand up and turn around awkward….
Fourth period - I walked in and DSFDISFI did too and stupid Andrew and Tho came in and was like “Oh I guess I’ll leave you two alone.” We sit across the room from each other why do we need to be alone….. I thought it was weird. We watched a movie. Took notes.
Fifth period - I FREAKING HATE THIS CLASS. This class is what makes my happy days sad and my sad days even more sad. I couldn’t do anything. I feel so stupid in that class. Even more dumb than my AP classes, even though this is just Spanish.. I freaking hate it. We took a quiz, that I bet I failed on. NO ONE CARED ABOUT IT………
Key club elections. I’m super biased, but I didn’t vote for who I was going to originally….so I guess that says something. Freaking Junnel slapped me in the face, intentionally…….I WAS SO FREAKING MAD. I yelled at him for touching my face because I’m super self-conscious and I told him not to the first time and he did it again. So I told him not to put his dirty FUCKING hands on my face and he continued to do it as if it was a joke. I freaking cursed..but I don’t care………At that point I was really mad and Daniel was like I was being super overdramatic. Even Leyna was like she heard the slap. It was a real slap and I get that he was freaking joking around but he went too far when he slapped me. Leyna came over. Ate rice. She left. I didn’t save my program into sl…so now its whatever. I don’t care anymore.
Day 51
Spent the morning lazily. Towards the end of the day, I went over to Katy’s to work on my stupid project. I didn’t do much. It was match my bestfriend day. I bought her oms and a hollister sweater and she bought me toms and I have the same matching sweater but in red. I wore it…..but her sister was wearing her hoodie and her other sister was wearing the toms. Sad4days. Her mom and sister wanted to go to stores so they made us go too. I was so irritated that day. I spent the rest of the night doing my project until the morning………I didn’t finish my flow chart, but it was whatever.
